people have to know
I wasn't sure what direction this blog would be taking. Today I know.
This morning I woke up from a long dream about college. I've had school and college dreams for many years, some I've told across blogs. The most important thing to know about the dreams is they aren't real life at all. I did well in college, sporting 192 hours in a specialized degree program with 2 partial masters.
In this latest dream I was nearly reaching a bachelor degree in my last week of classes, but not only had I not attended all semester (and all year) but had been faking the system out making it look like I could reach the degree without having ever shown up for and passed a test through the entire program. Unlike previous dreams where this might have me in a panic, I was calm and in control, preparing to wrap things up and move on. The only real problem in the dream was not being able to find my car (or even identify the car), then losing my keys, then discovering my entire purse and everything in it had been stolen, including my ID. I stayed calm, pulled out a master key and prepared to hijack a vehicle, was caught doing that by a fellow student about to blow my cover, and from there I'm not very clear what happened but I woke up feeling like I was about to fail the biggest deception I ever managed to hold together.
Which was weird because my college career was conquered with my own brain under my own duress. But when have any of my school and college dreams been normal? In one, I evaded a murderous school bus by diving into a manhole. In another I drowned in an office filling up with water. In another I was tasked to bake a cake for the final at the end of the degree program and failed miserably. Years of odd, weird dreams for no reason I can fathom, unless a person takes into account my brain fail history and recovery, but many of the dreams happened long before that disrupted my life.
But I know now. My 'college' is #allthethings. I prayed very many years ago to #KNOWEVERYTHING. I am an excruciatingly curious person and have lost many years of sleep pursuing stacks of researches about everything imaginable. Being a compulsive speed reader has helped, obsessing about finding answers had helped, and living 'free' of cumbersome life requirements has helped most of all (thank you God for enabling my continuance!).
I kind of made a deal about twitter.
I made a hard deal with God years ago about my 3-pack a day smoking addiction, which I was unable to control on my own. I've told the story, but short version is I told God I cannot quit smoking without going hard into sex addiction (smoking actually killed that for me), and since I had made several extremely poor choices in the past, I didn't feel confident that I could quit smoking if I chose the wrong man (again). So, point blank, give me a man for the rest of my life and I'll stop smoking. Within days I was introduced to Scott, and on my way home that day I threw a nearly new pack of cigarettes out my window onto the highway and never went back to that. I didn't dare, after the miracles I'd seen through my life.
Last fall I started the Living Free program and, as one of my biggest addictions for many years has been twitter, I was challenged by my group leader to let it go. Which I did. It wasn't immediate, but I stopped my payments and started withdrawing with the private proviso with God that I still want to find all the answers I was looking for, and since twitter was my best source, I would need it straight from God. Point me in the right directions. Show me where to find stuff. That or quell this curiosity that leads me into so many dark waters. I want #allthethings, or I want release from the compulsion. It was difficult for me to ask that. I lovelovelove finding answers. God, if you want me to really know this stuff, please just help me get to it.
New International Version
“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
New Living Translation
“Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you.
English Standard Version
“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
Berean Standard Bible
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened to you.
Berean Literal Bible
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and it will be opened unto you.
King James Bible
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
New King James Version
“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
New American Standard Bible
“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
NASB 1995
“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
NASB 1977
“Ask, and it shall be given to you; seek, and you shall find; knock, and it shall be opened to you.
Legacy Standard Bible
“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
Amplified Bible
“Ask and keep on asking and it will be given to you; seek and keep on seeking and you will find; knock and keep on knocking and the door will be opened to you.
Christian Standard Bible
“Ask, and it will be given to you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened to you.
Holman Christian Standard Bible
“Keep asking, and it will be given to you. Keep searching, and you will find. Keep knocking, and the door will be opened to you.
American Standard Version
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
Aramaic Bible in Plain English
Ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find, knock, and it will be opened to you.
Contemporary English Version
Ask, and you will receive. Search, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened for you.
Douay-Rheims Bible
Ask, and it shall be given you: seek, and you shall find: knock, and it shall be opened to you.
English Revised Version
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
GOD'S WORD® Translation
"Ask, and you will receive. Search, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened for you.
Good News Translation
"Ask, and you will receive; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened to you.
International Standard Version
"Keep asking, and it will be given to you. Keep searching, and you will find. Keep knocking, and the door will be opened for you.
Literal Standard Version
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you;
Majority Standard Bible
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened to you.
New American Bible
“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
NET Bible
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened for you.
New Revised Standard Version
“Ask, and it will be given you; search, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened for you.
New Heart English Bible
"Ask, and it will be given to you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you.
Webster's Bible Translation
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and the door shall be opened to you:
Weymouth New Testament
"Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened to you.
World English Bible
“Ask, and it will be given you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you.
Young's Literal Translation
'Ask, and it shall be given to you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened to you;
Additional Translations ...
So I let twitter go. Got back on with a different account, got sucked back in like a bag full of candy. Let go again.
Since I've let go of searching for answers among the populace controlling narratives and riddles, I have been handed way more than I ever got in my years on twitter.
At first I thought I'd keep this blog private for myself. Then I thought maybe I'd just post pix of my life or something. Then I thought maybe just blog one of my book ideas out. But after last night's dream and today's much more than an answer to a question I asked, I think I will share.
THIS is one example of what has become so easy to find now. Take your time with it.
The Hidden Power Behind Freemasonry
https://famguardian.org/Subjects/Scams/NWO/TheHiddenPowerOfFreemasonry.pdf
Before that was handed to me, I was already figuring some of it out in bits, already finding it here and there. That is the most thorough all-inclusive piece in one go that I've seen. You're welcome.
Just handed to me in a quiet room and no other interaction.
Think about that for awhile.
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