Jaizy May

AI is not 'someone'. I said I was deaf. There’s no need for a wheelchair. (I'm personally not deaf.) AI can't 'hear' us. It interprets within programmed parameters and goes on from there with its own little learning algorithms. Elon et al use(s) twitter as a hearing aid. He can program any 'listening' tool he wants and immediately 'hear' the entire planet. Elon is not God. He responds like what people imagine is a god, perhaps, and they even call him a god, but he isn't a god, and some purport that he's not even human any more. He will never walk on water. I'm off twitter, hopefully permanently now. Really tired of 'gods', i.e. false gods, leading the convo in my head. A very long time ago, a storyline feedback was set up in my mind, and I have lived with constant reflection of everything imaginable from every angle poured into a feeding funnel and forced through the storyline. Living out a sub life in a world of broken mirror

  Microsoft trying to optimize my life... Ok, my sort of sabbatical has lasted over a year, me and God have mildly argued about whether to get back out here (I dream of deleting everything, He says I need to own it and apologize more), and lately I'm cranky with Noom while I'm doing baclofen for a rather disturbing frozen neck crisis that wouldn't be such a big deal if I'd just shut up and take my pills like a good pharmabot. Kinda missed squashing all my thoughts into one sentence. 😁 I dreamed I was talking to Josie last night and then found her sorta new twitter first thing this morning. She was shadowbanned for so long it was impossible to find her for a couple years. Anyway, my gaming life is Elvenar, AdoptMe, and still doing singleplayer 1.12.2 moc minecraft. The rest seems to be gone. And we know how used to that being left in the dust feeling I am. Moving on. I'm optimizing my life without all that, thanks anyway, MS. MS is not the Jesus of the digital world

https://www.weforum.org/agenda/2017/02/the-worlds-biggest-employer-and-seventh-largest-economy-needs-help-this-is-how-to-save-our-oceans I purported on twit & truth awhile back that String of Pearls might be instrinsically tied to Agenda 14 as a way (as an excuse) to control all movement in the area. Best kept secret?  John Podesta and India, perhaps. 2011 https://cdn.cfr.org/sites/default/files/pdf/2011/08/USIndia_jointstudygroup_IIGG.pdf Anyway, it's all tides, everything 'out there' is sloshing around based on how they all affect each other. I could be going somewhere with this, but I'm in a hurry. Will I come back to it? 😂 Who knows.

I turned off auto renew on my pinkyguerrero domain today. I first nabbed it 7 years ago and had a bit of sport mocking the porn industry about it. I'd thought about letting it go before now but continued because it was still such a big deal and it was kind of like being front lines fighting the sex industry that farms humans and accounts like slaves. But I'm done now. If I'd been quicker on my feet this year I'd have let Lexxperience go, too, but I'll do that next auto renew. I was shown my old Lexxperience path in a dream the other night. The fandom is a spiritual wasteland, dregs of aging porn, drug, and alcohol addicts with nowhere to go. So what if I had stuck to my plan to create the coolest biggest fansite ever. Every bit of it is a waste. It doesn't matter if I shine at all in the kind of musty dark that never evolves or grows in a way conducive to actual human spiritual growth. It's just another big distraction. I'll renew LittleLexx on schedule

This might seem like an odd post. I agree. Nancys seem to be my personal Karens. I've only very recently realized this is a pattern over many years. My first Nancy living here is my mail carrier, so we go back 30 years. She has so regularly 'lost' or misplaced mail that I finally got a post office box for my own personal mail so the neighbors wouldn't know my daughter's life from her prolific snail mails holding long handwritten letters. Getting anything returned to us out of kindness is hit or miss, especially as some of our neighbors are antiquating alcoholics and 'hippies' so far gone on meds or drugs that the rest of their lives have been a litany of people dying off over the years all around us through cancers and whatnot. One story that still lives in quiet infamy in all our back closets is a neighbor shooting at her husband or something. She was a real mess. What makes it more fun is looking around the nice neighborhood sliding into grandchildren on m

Hello, Singapore. Not a clue why, but my big #pinkyblog asploded over the last couple months. I so rarely even check stats anymore. The other (pretty dead) blogs kinda popping a little bit caught my eye, fell over when I got to the big blog when I cracked open all time since I started that blog. Most of the reading trails linking in to the other blogs that came after that blog (still Singapore) are really heavy philosophy and God stuff. I think there's a huge existential crisis brewin' and I think China's poor citizenry are on the cliff edge of questioning all of human existence before the whole planet turns into transgendered gay zombie robots. God loves the underdog. Remember that the existentioal leap off the cliff into the Jesus golden rule fruits of the spirit thing is the only way out of this mess. Politics won't save anyone. "I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life..." From my fave Star Wars series. One way out. https://youtu.be/TKB67KzjO4A