Jaizy May

I turned off auto renew on my pinkyguerrero domain today. I first nabbed it 7 years ago and had a bit of sport mocking the porn industry about it. I'd thought about letting it go before now but continued because it was still such a big deal and it was kind of like being front lines fighting the sex industry that farms humans and accounts like slaves. But I'm done now. If I'd been quicker on my feet this year I'd have let Lexxperience go, too, but I'll do that next auto renew. I was shown my old Lexxperience path in a dream the other night. The fandom is a spiritual wasteland, dregs of aging porn, drug, and alcohol addicts with nowhere to go. So what if I had stuck to my plan to create the coolest biggest fansite ever. Every bit of it is a waste. It doesn't matter if I shine at all in the kind of musty dark that never evolves or grows in a way conducive to actual human spiritual growth. It's just another big distraction. I'll renew LittleLexx on schedule ...

This might seem like an odd post. I agree. Nancys seem to be my personal Karens. I've only very recently realized this is a pattern over many years. My first Nancy living here is my mail carrier, so we go back 30 years. She has so regularly 'lost' or misplaced mail that I finally got a post office box for my own personal mail so the neighbors wouldn't know my daughter's life from her prolific snail mails holding long handwritten letters. Getting anything returned to us out of kindness is hit or miss, especially as some of our neighbors are antiquating alcoholics and 'hippies' so far gone on meds or drugs that the rest of their lives have been a litany of people dying off over the years all around us through cancers and whatnot. One story that still lives in quiet infamy in all our back closets is a neighbor shooting at her husband or something. She was a real mess. What makes it more fun is looking around the nice neighborhood sliding into grandchildren on m...

Hello, Singapore. Not a clue why, but my big #pinkyblog asploded over the last couple months. I so rarely even check stats anymore. The other (pretty dead) blogs kinda popping a little bit caught my eye, fell over when I got to the big blog when I cracked open all time since I started that blog. Most of the reading trails linking in to the other blogs that came after that blog (still Singapore) are really heavy philosophy and God stuff. I think there's a huge existential crisis brewin' and I think China's poor citizenry are on the cliff edge of questioning all of human existence before the whole planet turns into transgendered gay zombie robots. God loves the underdog. Remember that the existentioal leap off the cliff into the Jesus golden rule fruits of the spirit thing is the only way out of this mess. Politics won't save anyone. "I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life..." From my fave Star Wars series. One way out. https://youtu.be/TKB67KzjO4A